Posts by destiny:
Ruin
My heart is breaking
My soul is gone
I stare in the mirror
Saying “Look what you’ve done”
For once I was happy
For once I was “here”
So look what I do
Stab love with a spear
I ruin everything
I always have
Why am I alive?
There’s nothing to save
Throw away my feelings
Lock up my tears
Just go on “living”
Just more empty years
Grow
When you start to walk Please take a step toward me When you start to talk Say “Momma” twice When you’re sad Please feel my hugs When you’re happy You can feel my smile When you cry You can see my tears I wonder why I was blessed To have you part of me But […]
Dear Dustin
I was fifteen when I got pregnant with you I wanted you more than the world my love for you overruled my selfishness I knew in my heart what I had to do I knew you deserved more than this so I put aside my pride my heart hurt so badly I felt as if […]
Confusion
She runs around in drunken confusion lost by the blur she can’t see she’s running into the hurt and the pain she drinks away but it only gets worse and her fears stay she says the drink will erase the feelings she carries in her heart it gets worse and worse and hurts more with […]
My Superman
You wonder why I call you Superman Just look what you’ve done to me I never thought ‘You’ were possible and now you’ve made me see For the first time I don’t hurt and for once I don’t feel scared You touch me and I feel perfect I finally feel prepared My heart is finally […]
Cheery!
I figured if I added a cute, cheery theme on my blog, maybe it would cheer me up a little. I don’t feel a whole lot better, but I gotta admit, the bright colors and overall idea kinda made me smile. I can revert to thinking of all my good memories of this time of […]
Fine line
These past couple weeks have just not been super great. I totally accept the fact that the majority of my moodiness, I probably have more control over than I let myself believe, but I’m just so sick of being me right now. It doesn’t help that I feel like I haven’t slept at all in […]
Mad long survey.
I was reading Marilee’s blog, as I do basically every day, and she had this survey on there, so I figured since I don’t have anything else to do at the moment, I’m gonna see if I have the patience to fill it out, since it’s mega insanely long. LOL (I’m betting she didn’t do […]
Doy Hasta!
This week has just been… I search for a word and am coming up blank. I just don’t like this week. I’m glad it’s Friday and that I can get out of this office for a couple days to clear my mind and convince myself that having a job right now is GOOD and I […]
If I had a million dollars, I’d be rich.
I have an iPhone “Plugin” for my blog and attempted to use it today and although it’s great for viewing my blog, it’s not so great for posting to it. I was gonna attempt to write a blog entry from my phone and it didn’t work. Like at all, nothing was typing out. Anyway, disappointed. […]