Confusion

She runs around
in drunken confusion
lost by the blur
she can’t see
she’s running into the hurt
and the pain she drinks away
but it only gets worse
and her fears stay
she says the drink
will erase the feelings
she carries in her heart
it gets worse and worse
and hurts more with each drink
until she feels no more.
She curses out loud
and screams and cries
why, no one really knows
she’ll just keep drinking
and running around
until her heart stops bleeding.