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Ruin
My heart is breaking
My soul is gone
I stare in the mirror
Saying “Look what you’ve done”
For once I was happy
For once I was “here”
So look what I do
Stab love with a spear
I ruin everything
I always have
Why am I alive?
There’s nothing to save
Throw away my feelings
Lock up my tears
Just go on “living”
Just more empty years