Just another manic Monday
“I wish it was Sundaaaaay”… just kidding. Today’s really slow at work and I feel like my body is still asleep. I’m way bored, other than talking to Ki on MSN, which I’m having a blast doing. It’s so nice to talk to her! On Saturday Bart and I saw his dad, Julie and his […]
On the road again
Often times, my blog titles don’t have any meaning, it just happens to be the first thing that pops into my head. No reason. My sunburn is healing fairly fast (compared to some past experiences) and I’m really glad that by Monday, it should be completely gone. Well, at least the pealing and splotchy spots. […]
Burnt
I hate getting sunburnt, mostly because every time it happens, I get annoyed at myself because ALL I had to do was put stupid sun screen on and it wouldn’t have happened. At least not this bad. I haven’t had a sunburn this bad (this painful anyway) for at least 5 years. We went to […]
Simple things
I’m kind of amused, but realized today that Bart and I haven’t really spent more than a day apart, like actually APART, for quite some time. He works graves, so I’m used to not seeing him Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday nights, but he’s in Vegas ’til tomorrow night and having him actually GONE is a […]
I surrender
Well, last week my social worker emailed me and said that she called and left a voicemail with Magui and Geary to basically ask what their intentions were, (whether to write to me or not) and that she’d let me know if she hears from them. I’m not going to let it run my life […]
Time goes by, so slowly…
As you can see by the dates, it’s been an entire month since my meeting with Sandy and she told me that they told Magui my letter was there waiting for them. When I left there, I was under the impression that Magui would be going there to pick up my letter that night, so […]
Still breathing
I had an appointment with Sandy today (scheduled over three weeks ago) and I lived through it and of COURSE (as I knew) it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be (emotionally). First of all, I asked her if she remembered or had record of our “agreement” the day I met Dustin’s parents, […]
Birth Mother Syndrom
I read this article today (a small clip from this was posted on the birth mothers forum sometime last year) and I really found it interesting. There are an estimated 6,000,000 birthmothers in the United States – biological mothers who have surrendered their children to adoption (Jones, 1993). I am one of the 6,000,000 – […]
Horizon
I got an email from Sandy last night. It’s been over a week since I wrote her an email asking about the adoption “agreements” and she hadn’t responded. She finally did and basically just said she has been really busy and that every time she tried to reply to my email, she would be interrupted. […]
Snapped
Last night was probably the worst night, by far, that I’ve had in the past few years. I guess it was only a matter of time before I “snapped”. I don’t know where it came from or what has happened in the cob webs of my mind to cause this, but I’m trying to just […]