Just another manic Monday

“I wish it was Sundaaaaay”… just kidding.

Today’s really slow at work and I feel like my body is still asleep.  I’m way bored, other than talking to Ki on MSN, which I’m having a blast doing.  It’s so nice to talk to her!  On Saturday Bart and I saw his dad, Julie and his sisters for the first time in 2 years.  It was so much fun.  We went up there (Heber) and got there around 6:30 and we were there ’til 2:00 in the morning!  So, I didn’t get to bed ’til about 5am, then slept ’til about 12:30 Sunday.  Ha.  We went to Zack’s last night and played Apples to Apples (we played up at his dad’s and Bart had so much fun that we went and bought it) and got home around 11 and of course since I had slept like half the day Sunday, I wasn’t tired!  Well I am TODAY because of it.  I didn’t get to sleep ’til probably 1:30 or so, but still had to get up for work.  I’m sure I’ll make up for it tonight.  I bet I’ll fall asleep before 10!

I weighed myself this morning for the first time in about two weeks and I really thought I would have either gained weight, or at least just stayed the same, because since my dumb sunburn, I basically haven’t exercised at all and last week I ate really badly… I lost 5 lbs!!!  I almost cried, I’m so happy :).  Gets me more motivated to jump right back into full exercising now that my sunburn is gone and doesn’t kill.  haha.

Well, I’ve had this window open for like an hour, so I think I’m just going to close it.  lol

On the road again

Often times, my blog titles don’t have any meaning, it just happens to be the first thing that pops into my head.  No reason. My sunburn is healing fairly fast (compared to some past experiences) and I’m really glad that by Monday, it should be completely gone.  Well, at least the pealing and splotchy spots.  […]

Burnt

I hate getting sunburnt, mostly because every time it happens, I get annoyed at myself because ALL I had to do was put stupid sun screen on and it wouldn’t have happened. At least not this bad. I haven’t had a sunburn this bad (this painful anyway) for at least 5 years. We went to […]

Simple things

I’m kind of amused, but realized today that Bart and I haven’t really spent more than a day apart, like actually APART, for quite some time.  He works graves, so I’m used to not seeing him Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday nights, but he’s in Vegas ’til tomorrow night and having him actually GONE is a […]

I surrender

Well, last week my social worker emailed me and said that she called and left a voicemail with Magui and Geary to basically ask what their intentions were, (whether to write to me or not) and that she’d let me know if she hears from them. I’m not going to let it run my life […]

Time goes by, so slowly…

As you can see by the dates, it’s been an entire month since my meeting with Sandy and she told me that they told Magui my letter was there waiting for them. When I left there, I was under the impression that Magui would be going there to pick up my letter that night, so […]

Still breathing

I had an appointment with Sandy today (scheduled over three weeks ago) and I lived through it and of COURSE (as I knew) it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be (emotionally).  First of all, I asked her if she remembered or had record of our “agreement” the day I met Dustin’s parents, […]

Birth Mother Syndrom

I read this article today (a small clip from this was posted on the birth mothers forum sometime last year) and I really found it interesting. There are an estimated 6,000,000 birthmothers in the United States – biological mothers who have surrendered their children to adoption (Jones, 1993). I am one of the 6,000,000 – […]

Horizon

I got an email from Sandy last night. It’s been over a week since I wrote her an email asking about the adoption “agreements” and she hadn’t responded. She finally did and basically just said she has been really busy and that every time she tried to reply to my email, she would be interrupted. […]

Snapped

Last night was probably the worst night, by far, that I’ve had in the past few years.  I guess it was only a matter of time before I “snapped”.  I don’t know where it came from or what has happened in the cob webs of my mind to cause this, but I’m trying to just […]