Something

Nothing means Nothing
but its free
everything
rather be deep with meaning
but held
meaning is meaning enough
meaning in nothing
is none the less nothingness
if nothingness was meaningful
then it would be everything
and everything means nothing
how do you figure
such a thing as nothing
or much more than everything
the world is on crack
doubtfull meaning
filled with nothing
isn’t life wonderful?

You

I look in your eyes
and I see my future
You wrap me in your arms
and I feel heaven
You tell me you love me
and I feel invincible
You kiss my lips
and I am safe
You’re somewhere else
and I am not with you
It’s tearing me apart
and I won’t let it show
I’ve loved you always
I always will
When I look in your eyes
I see my future
When I cried You held me
There’s nothing I wouldn’t do now
To have that all back
Will I ever be enough for you?

Hiding

She does a good job of hiding beind her smile
but in her mind she knows she’s dying
paranoia is slowly taking over
her heart is doing all the crying
She puts up a good front
she thinks that no one knows
everyday is always the same
hiding behind her beautiful pose
She thinks that no ones there
that no one will ever care
every night she falls asleep
with tears dropping in her hair
always alone, but never afraid
hiding behind her blue eyes
never quite there, but always here
she has felt their un-ending despise

Perfect

Your words are exact
and always right
It just takes me time
because I choose to fight.
You always see my tears
You actually hear my cries
How do you interpret my thoughts
and see through my lies?
You asked me to trust you
I actually do
Why do I feel like this is gonna hurt?
Are you going to leave when you’re through?
What makes you different
from other guys
Why is my heart allowing this?
When all I’m use to is lies?
Why do I feel like this
When you don’t even love me
You’re a perfect friend
So maybe I should just let it be

Unreal

Darkness shines in her eyes
her blind confusion sees all
her fury within rises the storm
No one sees and no one hears
but she is screaming and cursing the world
Does no one understand her?
Something unknown and invisible
Frustration builds as her rage deepens
That which is unknown to the world
She is the light in the blue sky
the thunder in the stormy gray
Her tears, the acid rain
Her laughter the rays of sun
How could anyone understand her?
She is not real.

Sting

Miss You

I’m writing you this because I miss you
I’m not sure if you miss me but I sure do
I miss your Jokes
I miss your Poems
I miss your letters
I miss the days we spent together
My only problem is your not here
And I’m not there
We can’t really contact each other
But you’ll always be my love
You told me our love was never gonna end
I promise you that I will keep that in my head
With every word that passes in my ears
I can feel the flowing of my tears
I can’t really handle this pain
But my love for you will always remain
It hurts that your not here
But I always pray and only God can hear
I will love you every single year

Yours

My heart and soul
I give to you
Because you’ve given me
What I never knew
Every heartbeat felt
Every breath I take
Is because your love
Keeps my soul awake
Before your love
My heart was locked
My feelings were gone
My compassion blocked
I feel alive
You make me smile
All that I went through
Is now worth while

Untold

Hurt inside
One confide
Secrets untold
Lies unfold
Past unlocked
Memory blocked
Empty hate
Unknown fate
Feelings spilled
Tears filled
Anger released
Smile unleashed
Happiness allowed
True Love vowed
Sadness forgotten
Truth begotten
Running ends
Life begins.

Pictures

I have pictures hanging
Of your sweet face
All around my room
With a loving embrace
I go to sleep at night
and wake up at sun
Your face is the first I see
and when the day is done.
He has pictures hanging
Of my smiling face
All around his room
So he can feel my embrace
He goes to sleep at night
and wakes up at sun
With my love around him
Until the day is done.
I’m not the Mother who gets him dressed
Who holds him when he cries
But I will always love him.
A Picture never lies.