Hiding

She does a good job of hiding beind her smile
but in her mind she knows she’s dying
paranoia is slowly taking over
her heart is doing all the crying
She puts up a good front
she thinks that no one knows
everyday is always the same
hiding behind her beautiful pose
She thinks that no ones there
that no one will ever care
every night she falls asleep
with tears dropping in her hair
always alone, but never afraid
hiding behind her blue eyes
never quite there, but always here
she has felt their un-ending despise