Forever
If anyone’s there
If I have someone
to love me and care
I realized I do
I had to open my eyes
There was someone there
When I looked, it was you.
You’ve helped me through trials
You care when I’m sad
You’re there for the good times
You’re there when it’s bad.
If we’re not always together
If we move far apart
Remember we’ll always be friends
You’re always in my heart
If you find yourself in need
and you feel no one’s there
Just give me a call
I promise I’ll always care.
Do You Feel Me?
My heart will be with you
Will you feel me?
You’ll walk soon, but I won’t see
Will you feel me?
When you run and trip
I won’t be there to comfort you
But my love will
Will you feel me?
I want to kiss you so badly
But I won’t be the Mother kissing you
Will you feel that I want to?
I gave birth to you
But I’m not the mother holding you
I love you with all my heart
Will you always know that?
I won’t be the mother kissing and singing to you
But in my heart you are always in my arms
I will always love you Dustin
and I pray you’ll always feel me.
Darkness
So dark and alone
No one knows
the girl with the pain
that never shows
No one sees
Her anguish and fears
she says that she’s happy
under hidden tears
Writing on paper
night after night
she screams out the feelings
she tries to fight
no matter what she does
no matter how hard she tries
the feelings never go away
she never dies.
Black
digs and grinds
to make a hole
it bleeds and stings
but I just cry
no one cares if I die
Whether I live or die
I am still dead
I scream and cry
inside my head
I will smile and laugh
but only to please you
while inside I burn
an acid staff
Sometime it will end
no telling when
Afraid
I’m afraid if I love someone
I will lose them
so I just run
Whenever I get close
to loving real
I always back out
so I don’t have to feel
the pain and the suffer
of the broken heart
the pain is real
so just be smart
Don’t do the same thing
that I always do
love might be scary
even when it’s true
Don’t always back away
feel free to discover
the feeling of love
with that one special lover.
Remember
Where are you walking
what are you staring at now?
Are you still chasing that dream
you once told me about?
I loved your face that
seemed to tell the future
For you to protect that dream
I couldn’t be with you
When you stood here
and watched the scenery
how much anxiety and confusion
did you battle with?
I’ve learned a lot
from being alone
As long as you didn’t let go of my hand
I felt like I could do anything
When we walked along the same path
I believed without a single doubt
I remember your promise
I remember every day
Blind
She runs blindly in the night
invisible darkness fills her mind
claustraphobic screams flood her lungs
she sees blindly as she begs the man that isn’t there for love
she’s trapped by a million invisible people
she silently screams for help
no one can hear
the deaf tell her to shut up
pure darkness
she sees no weapons for her to take herself
she takes the invisible knife out of her
pocket and stabs downward into her chest
the invisible blood puddles around her
the breathing stops
Hell
You don’t know how hard
my head is pounding
it’s like my brain
will soon be drowning
inside my hell hole
and past the gate
you’ll see my thoughts
and meet your fate
my brain will shock you
no one knew
any human being
could fit this shoe
you’ll die a slow death
the way I did
and stop breathing
when they close the lid
Invisible
Do you ever feel
you’re completely alone?
If you were in a huge crowd
Would you even be shown?
No one listens
it seems no one cares
when you scream for recognition
you only get glares
As if you’re being told
“you’re a waste of air”
they go on ignoring
but you’ve so much to share
Sometimes you think
“If I’m worthless
why am I here?”
Why go through the torment?
Why go through the pain?
I am a no body
I’m not even seen
Like Me
You think like me
You cry like me
The same things make you sad
I confide in you with everything
Notice the same things make us mad?
We’ve been hurt by the same peoYou think like me
You cry like me
The same things make you sad
I confide in you with everything
Notice the same things make us mad?
We’ve been hurt by the same people
Stained with the same scars inside
If I lost you I’d die
When I look at you
I know there’s a god
He gave you to me as a friend
To help me live
Knowing that someone else knows
I’m just like you
and you’re just like meple
Stained with the same scars inside
If I lost you I’d die
When I look at you
I know there’s a god
He gave you to me as a friend
To help me live
Knowing that someone else knows
I’m just like you
and you’re just like me