Tired… :(

Posted by destiny on January 25, 2008 in 2008 Entries |

I’m kind of annoyed, mostly because I’m tired and I get frustrated (and sometimes weepy) when I can’t sleep. I haven’t been up like this in a long time, but right now I can barely breathe, my throat is so sore. I started feeling sick earlier today (well, I guess yesterday – Thursday) and I’ve been sneezing a TOOOON the past couple days and it’s been drying my head out. lol. Sneezing a lot leads to blowing my nose a lot and I think blowing my nose a lot dries my throat out… so now it’s so dry I can barley swallow and in return, I feel like I can’t breathe. I don’t really have anything to take (medicine) so I think I’m just up and about until I get tired enough to plop back down and try again. I just feel like craaaap. I went to bed around 9:30 (yeah… seriously), although I didn’t fall asleep until about 10:30, so we’ll say 10:30… I’ve woken up at least 8 times and it’s only 1:30 now. *Sigh* I don’t really know what else I can do but wait until my body is tired enough to just fall asleep regardless. (I AM tired, but apparently not tired enough to just fall asleep!) Coincidentally, this seems to be one of the rare nights that Bart has actually decided to SLEEP, so… he’s asleep now and it’s too quiet in here. …Usually writing helps me relax a little and maybe after I decide to finish writing this, I’ll go lay down again.

I wish I had tea. Well, I do have tea, but nothing that would significantly help my throat… I’ve tried drinking like two glasses of water (well, I did drink them, I didn’t just “try”), but even after drinking two glasses of water, I don’t feel like I drank anything at all. It’s as if it went straight down my throat, but didn’t touch anything on the way down. It almost feels the same as the beginning of croupe, which I’ve been lucky enough to skip the past two years, but other than that, I’ve had it at least once a winter for every year of my life (at least as long as I can personally remember… you’d have to ask my mom), but my chest isn’t congested and so far my throat doesn’t feel closed, just severely, amazingly, gaggingly dry and scratchy. It doesn’t sound like much, but believe me, it hurts! It’s frustrating to not be able to swallow and it really, really hurts when I try to force a swallow down. Uuuuuugh. I feel like I have to sneeze again. Even sneezing hurts now. You know… we live by the dumbest Walgreens… it closes at 10:00. If it wasn’t closed, I’d go buy some Nyquil just so I can get some sleep. I’m not desperate enough to drive all the way to Walmart though… Walgreens is across the street. :(

Well, I think I possibly feel tired enough to try to sleep again. I’m at least going to lay down and see what happens and if I don’t fall asleep, I’m gonna find something else to occupy my time… I guess only about 6 more hours and I’ll be up getting ready for work anyway…

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