I really hate Mothers Day. I wish I could crawl in a hole and just not exist for a couple days… Truthfully, what I really wish, is that I could just ignore the ache and live the stupid day as a normal day and celebrate all the wonderful Mother’s in the world. I don’t know why I’m not strong enough to just do that. Maybe I will be able to muster the strength by tomorrow… but judging by today? Not likely.