Overwrought

Yeah.  I like that word today.

This has felt like a really frustrating week.  I don’t know if it really has been, or if today just makes it feel like my entire week has.

Last weekend, we helped with Grandma and Grandpa Moorman’s yard sale in the morning, then afternoon/evening we had a BBQ and hung out with Nick and his wife, Megan, down in Spanish Fork at his parents house.  Sunday we went to the cabin, had lunch/dinner (linner?) there and played some games.  Monday, Lance moved in, then Tuesday at work was INSANE having Monday and Tuesday basically combined in one day since we didn’t work Monday.  Wednesday was about the same work wise and then Emily, Sam, Christian and I went to the Nine Inch Nails concert, which was something I REALLY needed.  It was so much fun.  We danced and sang and screamed at the top of our lungs for 2 hours straight and it felt great.  Yesterday I felt like crap all day, had majorly mad painful cramps and felt like crap all evening.

Today, I get to work and Becky isn’t coming in (she also went home early) because she’s sick.  She really is sick and I feel bad for her :(.  I’ve been feeling kind of overwhelmed with her clients needing help today though.  Mostly when it comes to something I have no idea about (like someone asking me “well did the check get mailed?”  I HAVE NO IDEA!! *Sigh*)  I also got an email this morning from my dad saying he lost his job yesterday, which infuriates me beyond belief.  I already vented for like an hour straight to Jessica and Lance, so I’ll save the strength and not express it again.  I will simply say: I honestly hope that company tanks to hell and he learns that maybe his employees ARE important to him.  Whatever.  I’m stressed at the thought that it’s very possible that my dad could now get a job as a Temple Engineer (which I’d be thrilled about because it’s basically his “dream” job), but if he did, there would be the very real possibility that my parents could move out of state… even out of the COUNTRY if it was needed.  I know he would.  I need to just not think about things unless or until they happen.

Tomorrow Bart and I have an appointment at Subaru to have something done with his car (protecting the seats or something?  I don’t know) but it’s at 8:30 in the morning, which I’m trying to not be a baby about.  It’s Saaaaaturday :(.  *Sob*.  Then Ki has a game in Heber, still don’t know what TIME, but I know we’re going, so we’ll probably be in Heber all day.  I’m hoping that I’ll have some downtime on Sunday so I can at least sit still… possibly drive down to Payson and see Robin.  I hope.

I just want this week to end I think.  As for right now, I’m hungry.