Will you bring me my chapstick?

I really wish I didn’t have to work on Monday’s.  For most people, I imagine Monday is the busiest day of the week.  For me, however, it’s one of the slowest.  Today, not only is it slow, but I am exhausted and my stomach is killing me.  What’s new though, right?  Speaking of which, I’m supposed to be going to the hospital sometime soon for an appointment to knock me out and stick a camera down my throat and look into my stomach and see what’s going on.  I wouldn’t be surprised if they got in there and discovered a million tiny little blades slicing around my insides.  Ok, maybe not, but for real, I wouldn’t be surprised!  Now I’m just waiting for the hospital to call me back so I can schedule it.  *Sigh*

My dreams are crazy lately.  I’m just trying to brush them aside and not let them affect me so much.  The past couple nights have just been WEIRD dreams.  I can’t decide if the “weird” ones are better, or worse than the freaky, creepy, haunting ones.  Seems like the scary ones, I can convince myself faster that they weren’t real… whereas the weird ones, I find myself feeling confused once I wake up and end up spending a number of minutes trying to decide if I’m asleep or awake.  If it really happened or not.  Like the teeth dream.  I really did stick my fingers in my mouth and feel around to make sure my teeth were there.  It SOUNDS funny, but it’s not.  It’s horrifying.  And feeling something THAT real is extremely disturbing.  I had a dream on Friday night that my ear fell off, but at least I know exactly where that dream stemmed from.  LOL  I had been reading Harry Potter pretty late on Friday before I went to bed, so I’m positive that the dream came from me reading the chapter that involves George Weasley having his ear shot off by a curse.  So, as weird as that dream was, it didn’t bother me at all, because I at least knew where the weirdness came from.  Anyway, I don’t wanna talk about this anymore.

Woohoooohoho, guess what I did?  I made jam.  Yup.  Homemade jam.  I only cut my fingers like twice and didn’t burn or break anything significant.  Of course I couldn’t have done it without Lena teaching me how and Harmony supervising and making fun of me for making such a mess.  Plum jam and it’s good! hehehe  I have huge plumpy chunks of plum though, ’cause I didn’t think about that when Lena told me to chop ’em up.  So yeah, mine have pretty big chunks.  lol  I think we’re gonna make apricot jam this week sometime.  Yay!

We had such an eventful weekend.  Not really, actually.  We basically did nothing of use other than go grocery shopping yesterday and I guess we did sorta drive around to look at fireworks on Saturday.  Oh, and passed Super Mario Bros for the 3rd time.  LOL  That is definitely useful.  Kaitlyn came over yesterday while Lena, Jake and Ryan went to their meeting and we painted her fingernails purple.  That was fun.  And she drew a picture of Heidi.  She asked me how to spell “Heidi” and then after I told her, she went on to say that she drew her with blue hair because her hair was blue when we went to Lake Powell a couple years ago, but she didn’t really know what color her hair was now, ’cause she changes it all the time, etc. etc. etc.  LOL  It was nice to have some one-on-one with her even though it was just for a couple hours.

I was gonna write more and then I got distracted.  That’s what happens when I try to write at work.

*Sigh*  I love Bart.